{art blog}

finishing up his app while working on some commissions. IS IT JUST ME OR IS DRAWING FRONTAL REALLY HARD.

and lol I should stop leaving these two lines descriptions and stuff. )8

So I'm going to ramble a bit.

Kuroi dyes his hair. And wears blue contacts cause he's near sighted. He finds that wearing glasses gets in the way a lot, and it also makes him look like a geek (Which he is mind you LOL) a lot. His eyesight is bad enough that he does need glasses though so he ends up wearing contacts on missions and when going out. The only time you'll see him with glasses on or without contacts is in his room. Or maybe the lounge if he trusts people not to mess the glasses up. His original hair colour is black and he has brown eyes. //asiann

he prefers information gathering to fighting. He looks like a relatively ordinary guy, so he easily blends into crowds. He can fight though, and he regularly maintains and mods his gun so that he can use it easily, cause he's not a perfect shot.

ahh long enough? : D

lol and a life update

Midterms just ended last week, so all the projects and tests are over. For now at least. I hope the teachers give us a bit of a break lol
I just had a history unit test today too. )8 I can't remember anything about the 1930s and 1920s in Canada OTL;;

and whenever I think of postWW1!Canada I imagine this teenage boy going through puberty and stuff. Then he sprouts again after WW2 and becomes a young adult, which is what he is now~ *V* I imagine US went through his teenage years between the American Revolution and WW1. and the young adult and growing after that. Also, America hates getting into wars if he doesn't need to cause it ends up messing up his economy and stuff. However when it comes to fighting for oil or other resources, he'll jump in gladly to help his people.

And my spiritual life.. it's like I've been depending on Him so much lately. earlier this year, I had a glimpse of what it was like to be alone, without Him. It was frightning. That feeling of having no one to cry out to, being completely alone in the darkness. It suddenly felt like I lost all purpose in my life. I had spent all my time on myself and completely forgot how much I depended on Him. I've been a Christian since I was about 6, and I grew up in a completely Christian enviroment, (I went to a Christian private school as well lol) so I've never actually been away from Him, never truely been a non-Christian.

And then I watched 1040.

There was this story in there about a group of Christian doctors and nurses that traveled to Afganistan for missions. While they were on the bus there, they were suddenly stopped by the Taliban. In order for his group members to be freed, the pastor volunteered to be killed. Volunteered. That was the extent of his love and devotion to his fellow brother and sisters.

That's.. really amazing imo

AND FFLSAKDJLKANS I REALLY RAMBLED AHHHHHH

GUYS HAPPY EASTER

GOD BLESS <3

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I have been missing b/c of several things

1) OSSLT tmr D: if you don't know what it is it's some big literacy test all students have to take in Ontario to pass
2) Geo project
3) math test
4) History notes
5) Young Justice fics
6) HETALIA FICS

Q__Q at least 3 and 4 are done for now and 5 and 6 really don't belong there

You can have a wip while I slowly do my geo

Labels: pokemon, real life

I've been praying for Japan constantly for the last few days. They're going through a lot right now, what with building up the what's left of the coastal areas, dealing with the nuclear threat, and one of their volcanoes became dormant again..

I love how everyone has been jumping to their rescue, but it makes me think. Where was all this support when China had that earthquake last year? Even more, the japanese are actually not appreciating the art depicting anime/game/manga characters suffering from the earthquake. So I guess be careful with what you draw? ovo;;

Also the brush tool is heavenly. *v* it's fun to paint with it.
These are all done with one layer

Labels: real life, sketches

it's okay. ~~eh not really~~

My closer friends aren't in a lot of my subjects so I'm kinda lonely. :c Especially history. ;____;

And then one of my friends, well I don't even know if we are anymore, is bullying me too. |8 Idek what I did. I know I'm annoying but fff. Everytime I see her face I get really pissed off. ^__^

On a brighter note

MY ARTBOOK CAME IN TODAYYYYY AHHHH *AAAA*

This makes everything better. *U*

I am very happy. Yes.

Guys, how was your first day back?~

Okay now to do math homework... //wanders off

Labels: real life

birthday present for a friend. ;u; it's a month late. orz. LKJSADLFKJ SWHY CAN'T I GET THESE IN TIME

And some pictures from downtown Toronto when I went to the Royal Ontario Museum the other day to see the terracotta warriors. It was pretty interesting although they lie about how many warriors there actually are there. ;__;

I think I wanna draw the scenery maybe later for practice. *u*

Labels: ae, real life

I saw an artist doing this on dA so I wanna do this too *u* it looks fun ~~and you can see how much I fail at keep these~~

1. Draw more backgrounds OTL
2. Practice animalss ~~or pokemon~~
3. Lose weight /exercise sob
4. Keep to reading my bible
5. Be more organized
6. Stop leaving all my assignments to the last couple days before to do/get a set schedule for doing stuff
7. Be more outgoing and reliable
8. Volunteer at an animal shelter *u*
9. Find my acekard + soul silver ;_;
10. PASS CHINESE OAO;; asldkfjlaksdf

Labels: real life

Okay. Just majorly pissed at blogspot right now. I can't change my template at all. eAe Something about security_token not processing. If you can help or have ideas can you comment? ewe

OH AND IT WON'T LET ME PUT MY CBOX UP EITHER WHUT srsly debating whether or not to switch to tumblr now

Labels: real life

The dark blue is the snow ahh and May's arm is like BLAH WHY ARE YOU THERE

ahh, I wish I could draw more ;___; I feel so unmotivated right now even though I have lots of stuff to do and draw //stares at growing pile of hmwk and art to finish
And I have to finish most of this by thurs cause my cousin and her husband are coming over. orz they're probably going to drag me out shoppiing and stuff

OH I SPENT TODAY READING MANGA. YEAH. MANGA. AND NOT JUST ANY MANGA. I WAS READING THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS. YEAH. THAT HAREM ONE. OTL;;; idk- it' s really good though and the main character is so.. interesting. ewe I never thought applying video game concepts to real life would actually work. Makes me want to play otome games now LOL

...//stares at starry sky CD chisuru gave me

Labels: pokemon, real life